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Ponderosa

by Bartolomeo

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1.
Second Life 04:49
I’ve been spending all of my days thinking about All the things that never should have happened If you ask me if i’m ever certain then i Will tell you that i’m always mistaken Here’s hoping In time That everything will end up fine In searching I find That nothing ever truly dies So here’s my Second Life In the nick of time If it’s all just destined to keep falling apart What point is there to continue living But if there’s ever a chance for a better result Then it’s a chance that i think should be taken That’s why there’s Second Life In the nick of time
2.
I took you to my hiding place And let you see my one true face Inside blackened tidal wave You’ll be the one to dig my grave In the ground In came the storm that swept me down There’s nowhere safe left to be found We’re in the dark right now In came the storm that swept me down I would’ve followed you To the end I would’ve followed you And made amends I’ll never hold out In came the storm that swept me down
3.
Ponderosa 03:45
Here I stay In this place where there’s no escape It’s okay I prefer the isolation But it’s always the same Each and every day My life is fading Always being alone My mind is racing A new day And the clouds roll over the mountain It’s ok I need the sun on my face But it’s always the same Each and every day My life is fading Always being alone What am I chasing?
4.
I know that this is the ending I find it hard to believe and I’m empty But I’m looking at you from the other side of the wall I don’t know how much farther I have to fall I wish it was me on the other side of the wall I have always had a feeling That there is only ever one ending But I’m looking at you from the other side of the wall I don’t know how much farther I have to fall I wish it was me on the other side of the wall I don’t wanna be thinking It always makes me feel scared I saw you while I was dreaming I don’t know how you were there But I’m looking at you I don’t know what to do
5.
Smolder 04:12
Ticking down like a stopwatch This maniacal theater I think that I'm crazy When I look in the mirror I thought I was distant But I wanted you nearer I was ready to go on You weren't willing to be there I made you a promise I intended to keep it I don't trust your intentions Since you've torn me to pieces It's all out of our hands now The emotion Ready to put the flame out Let it smolder I woke up this morning Just dying to see you Day after day I Am trying to reach through In my darkest hour I'm having these issues It's time that I drink from The cup I bleed into
6.
Image of You 05:15
Watching and waiting for the next time It all happened in a different life And it comes again I don't want to be friends It's not new It's just another broken image of you I don't know what's true I find it hard to My image of you I don’t know what’s true I find it hard to So many broken promises And it never ever seems to end I have nothing left to say It has to be that way You're a fool And I have another tainted image of you I don’t know what’s true I find it hard to My image of you I don’t know what’s true I find it hard to Experience drifting swirling twirling inside I can't find a reason why I'd ever let myself endure that pain again, that pain again Every single thing's changed I don't want to be your slave I'm not here to give away All of what I have saved I'm not here to live for you All I've done and gone through Take your due And I'll take my crystal clear image of you I know what is true I found out how to My image of you I know what is true I found out how to
7.
Untitled #4 04:46
I found myself dreaming About better days Better days ahead But why does it feel so distant Yeah It feels so distant It feels so distant from where I am I stared at the ceiling And found myself Scared and full of dread But does it serve a purpose Does it serve a purpose it serves a purpose in the end I found myself stealing The moments that I love Inside my head But is that going backwards It seems to be backwards I want to go backwards into the past Yeah that’s going backwards I want to go backwards I want to go back and redo the past I’m done letting demons Stick around and hold me by my heart It’s gonna be different Oh it will be different It will be different in the end I found myself dreaming About better days Better days ahead But does it serve a purpose Does it serve a purpose it serves a purpose in the end I want to let go now Of everything that Found me in the dark It’s finally different It’s finally different It’s finally different from the start It’s more than a feeling It’s something like being free I’m finally free But it serves no purpose Yeah it serves no purpose in the end
8.
I want to believe that I’m still good I never received being understood The power to deceive, of course you would Throw myself into the fire And watch me burn Take my only true desire When will I learn I want to believe I want to believe I want to believe I want to believe I find it hard to

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released May 28, 2021

Greg Hatcher - All instruments and vocals
Kacie Hill - Vocals
Ted Barber - Writing for "Untitled #4"

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